| "kelan ba naging masarap ang buhay ng nursing???" POSTED AT 04:54 PM
"kelan ba naging masarap ang buhay ng nursing???" - quoted by ate foncham (BSN 3) oo nga naman! kelan ba naging maganda ang buhay ng nursing??? grabe mga fwends! hirap na kami! wala ngang classes! tatambakan ka naman ng sandamakmak na homeworks, projects, quizzes, advance readings, recitations, RLEs at ret dems! pero what did i love most about nursing today??? the nobility, the passion to care, a lot of learnings, the endless restless and sleepless nights, the weekends used for projects, at lahat ng mga pahirap na mga bagay... because I know magbubunga ang lahat ng paghihirap na ito ng maganda in the future... besides im working for all of these for my future... my life... just be patient, GOD is always there... stab me!!!
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| im lovin' it POSTED AT 05:24 PM
moshmosh! dearies! im back! i thought i'd give this (tabulas) up... i can't... they're my memories... i'm lovin' eveything right now... college life... nursing life, in particular... i'm beginning to get used to the heavyloads; assignment, books to read, return demos, skills and procedures to be understood, remembered and done, to the situations to be analyzed... to the things i had neglected... to the temporary loss of a mother... to the responsibility of taking care and monitoring of the house since i'm the only woman in the house again... to the fear of losing an aging father... to the pride of having a black sheep in the family yet is a good son and brother and protector... everything in my life right now is not perfect... but in good view... i hope it'll go on continuously... as for my friends... they maybe far but always near and in my heart... i see them every now and then... as for my love life... nah... when the time comes... but i'm happy for those others who are in the beginning of a budding relationship... two of them are close to me... hope it'll make them so0o0o0o0o0 happy like as i am happy seeing them smiling even without a reason at all... love you guys... teary-eyed na ko! ewwww!!!
* this feelings may be brought about having a high score in my quiz... because i can't beliecve i'm one of the highest... really!
xexe! ciao! lots of love... mickey maÜ |
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| still POSTED AT 09:23 AM
moshmosh! wow its good to be back! yet im keeping my own journal ntbk in case i can't use PC... which i really do... well im here in manila right now.. supposedly i shouldn't be here kaya lang kahit gaano ako ka-organized sa time at gamit.. makakalimutin pa rin ako! grabe! lahat na! so i have to go back here and get those stuff and do things pa! haaaaaaay!!! paano na kaya ako kapag nagkataon??? paano ko aalagaan ang pasyente ko pag nagkataon?!... er... hayaan ko na lang kayang mamatay!... ooops just kidding! harharhar!!! miss you gwen, lei and an!!! paano ba yan... di na tayo classmates... waaaaaaah!!! get-together na lang every friday daw... er... pwede ba wag na kina jesse??? tell me where it hurts... huhuhu!!! gwen, kamusta na lang kay ate audz... lei, ikurot mo na lang ako sa pisngi ni dan-dan at daniel... ann, sabihin mo kay leah ang sipag nyang mag-sun!!!
harharhar!!! see you when i'll see you again... and that hopefully its soooooo soon na... xexe... ciao! |
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| "In love ka ba kay J_ _ _ _ ?" POSTED AT 05:13 PM
This happened last Thursday, April 21, 2004: It was a very inspiring day for moi! First, I enjoyed my rel. ed class for the first time... <wow!> malas ko lang patapos na... na-appreciate ko sya kung kelan tapos na yung class... ang ganda kasi nung message, ang gandang finale - a short story... <wala lang!> Ayun... tapos na ang klase namin... ganun lang... kaya pagkauwi namin ni lianne, binasa ko na agad yung second helpings novel...while lianne prepared to meet mama cora <or what I thought she'll ONLY meet mama cora> so naiwan na ko sa dorm... tinetext nya na pala ako... pero di ko nareceive until later on nung nabura ko na yung mga messages sa cel ko, she called me and told me to proceed to Kenny's sa RP... <waaaaaaah!!!> nagulat ako! nandun silang lahat! pati si leah!!! hehehe! medyo awkward... <sa amin na lang ni lianne kung bakit> ayun, pinakain nila ako... tapos tawa pa ko nang tawa kay leah... <hahahaha!!!> in short, nag-enjoy ako! Unang umalis si papa leo, may pupuntahan ata... so kaming mga ladies ay naggala sa rob... window shop here and there... tapos ayun umuwi na din si mama cora at leah... natira na naman kami ni lianne... direcho dorm na naman! ako nagpatuloy sa pagbabasa habang iniintay namin ang 7:30... kasi pupunta kami sa panay kalipay!!! <yey!!! makikita ko na ulit si j....!!! (kilig!)> 7:45 na kami nakaalis ng dorm!!! xempre 15 mins na lakad papuntang baywalk... nakita ko na sila agad... <haaaaay...> nahihiya pa kami ni lian na pumwesto dun... <nakita na nga kami ni j.... eh!!!> so punta muna kaming figaro... <si lianne kasi nagkecrave sa coffee!!!> pagdating sa figaro, hot chocolate ang in-order namin... in-enjoy muna namin yung foam ng HC... nakaupo kami dun for 20 mins? tapos si lianne natakot sa mime, nakatingin daw sa amin! <kelangan mo na talagang magsalamin dear!!! joke lang!> nagdecide na kaming bumalik sa PK, tapos na silang magperform ng first set!!! <waaaaaah!!!> sabi ko kay an dun na lang kami umupo sa may counter... xa pala nakita na si j...., ini-snub nya!!! <hahahaha!!!> ako hindi kasi nasilaw ako sa bright light <o0o0o0ieeee> bigla ba namang lumapit sa amin at binati kami <uyyyyyy!!!> ang lapit nya na sa akin!!! <hmmmm, ang cute mo! pa-kiss!!! hahahaha!!!> tanong nya bakit daw kami lang 2 ni an? <gwen, lei, where art thou???> ayun, nagtanong daw ba tungkol sa neozep! <neozep boy!!!> may colds daw xa!!! <uhh...> tapos wala lang... umalis na ulit... nagkwentuhan na lang kami ni an... until ayun... after many times na pag-iisip... nag-open ako ng topic bout our recent past <ansarap sa feeling... kasi ok na...> wala lang, parang nakaalpas na... ewan... parang naging masaya na ulit ang mundo ko--- complete kumbaga! <wala nang kiyeme ulit! harharharharharhar!!!> tawa pa nga kami nang tawa eh... hanggang lumapit ulit si j...., wala lang, smiling face pa ko <nyahahaha! mukha siguro akong maniac!!! grrr! ansaya ko kasi! kainis! Ü> then sila na ulit pala yung magpeperform... nagpaalam pa... <naks may papatong-patong pa ng kamay sa tuhod! <lei, remember when marcus did that to jessica?! same thing pare! electrocution!!! hahahahahaha!!!> daldal kasi ako nang daldal kay lianne di ko tuloy narinig na binati nya kami sa on mike! tapos kianta sila... sabay ako pag alam ko... la lang... he's smiling naman pag napapatingin sa amin ni an... <haaaaay! pa-cute ba daw??? pero cute talaga xa!!!> pagkatapos ng 2nd set nila... umuwi na kami... ok lang... may next week pa naman di ba... as of now... two nights na lang... Ü excited na ko!!! Ü boy meets girl na... |
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| i can be a bitch sometimes... POSTED AT 03:52 PM
anyway… a month just passed but so0o0o0o0o0o0 many things happened na… bati na kami ni sir Cua… it turned out to be a big misunderstanding… I missed our bowling thingy with lianne, gwen and lei… just got out of the old dorm… got a misunderstanding with a very, very close and loving friend… just finished the finals… had a long week of vacation and holy week… got along well again with my very, very close and loving friend… had arranged the pre-registration for summer, got my classcards (all passed by the way)… arranged a batch outing… had a fu***in’ night of drinks, pranks, nervous breakdown, embarrassment and total disarray of mind… got up that same day to know Pope John Paul’s dead and cried… and spent the rest of the summer days bummed and depressed bout the outing… and finall here, pouring my heart out… I couldn’t blame the tropa… I think its not a prank after all… just become too matatakutin like what Pao had told me… I think it was a surprise that turned out to be a blast of bad words and swearing… I don’t blame them really… maybe they just wanted to surprise me coz I kept telling that we should bring the guy with us in that outing… well they did! Only they let me see the guy first… but me being a paranoid thought it was a maligno and ran for my life… don’t want to blame the emperador just the same… I haven’t drank that much to be that crazy and drunk… what really pissed me off is that Pao was the one who got inis! I don’t know why! and then when I apologized, he got angry! Grrr!!! Then JC had not seen enough from me! He played another prank! I thought, for the second time, I’m REALLY seeing things! When I was about to get out of the pool, I saw a man sitting in the kubo… facing us… I asked JC if there was a tao sitting there, he said no! imagine my actions! I screamed and scr4eamed and told Jc, “may tao sa kubo! may tao sa kubo! Putang ina nyo may tao sa kubo!” and dashed out from the opposite side of the pool to where our other batchmates where staying… and I fu**in cried… like a crybaby! When finally, they told me that JC was just joking me and it was Nilo in the kubo talking on the phone that’s why he did not notice all those time that I was breaking down about a “tao” in the shadows, I told them sorry everybody sorry for swearing at them… but then I didn’t join them in their playing around… I just couldn’t… im not game for another set of jokes and goofing around… I’ve had enough… I’m just not in the mood anymore… Since that day… those things that happened that night just keeps playing in my mind… circling uncontrollably… I don’t want to think about what other people wants to talk about me… but I cant control it… I always think of what they saw in me that night… I’m still pissed off on Pao… Next time… I’m not gonna arrange something for others… if they want to have fun… so be it… but I want as well… so its either those others do the arranging or preparing or we do it all together… And no pranks next tie… I’m gonna kill him… hopefully… Ü
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All about m0i
mau... is way 0ut 0f this w0rld... she's the push and pull... an optimist and a pessimist... crazy and happy... loner and quiet... a commoner and a deviant... the opposite poles of the Earth... whatever that reminds you of the opposites... if i'm co0l t0 be with... well, i'm n0t g0nna be the judge 0f that... well, yeah... but i don't want to be perceived as conceited... i'm just me... and that's that... I Am Who I Am...m0shm0sh!
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